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Mental Chillness
04:15
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wake up feeling fine
maybe I'll be on time
for once
gotta take my meds
try to clear my head
so I can be alright
you don't know what I'd give
to live without this illness
I'd just like to live
in a state of mental chillness
didn't sleep last night
now I'm feeling quite
strung out, burnt out
why do I feel so low?
can't let my pace be slow
I try to do my best all the time
you don't know what I'd give
to live without this illness
I'd just like to live
in a state of mental chillness
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2. |
Queer
04:39
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is it okay to feel how I feel?
how can I be sure it's totally real?
am I a weirdo, am I going to hell?
is there something wrong with me cause I can't tell
I can't change
I won't change
this is sincere
I'm completely, totally and unapologetically
queer
why do I feel for Sara the way I should for John?
I'd just like to know and feel like I belong
what if my parents don't love me anymore?
what if they kick me out and lock the door?
I can't change
I won't change
this is sincere
I'm completely, totally and unapologetically
queer
maybe life is better just being who you are
this has been unfair to myself from the start
I was unfair to myself from the start
I wanna love myself, so I'll start
I can't change
I won't change
I won't live in fear
I'm completely, totally and unapologetically
queer
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3. |
6 Feet Underground
04:33
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Hoping words
Will spill from my open mouth
To be heard
But sound won't come out
Pretty girl
She's digging her
Own grave
To my heart
I am my own slave
This is the part
Where time slows down
Set apart
6 feet underground
Lay me down
Put flowers in my hair
Is it too much
To expect you to care
Was I worth
Worth all the effort
Worth the time
Was I worth the hurt?
This is the part
Where time slows down
Set apart
6 feet underground
credits
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4. |
Speak Softly
04:07
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I'm not graceful
and I'm not poetic
and I'm not flowery by any sense of the word
and I'm not dainty
and I'm not fragile
and I wasn't born to serve
the image you expect me to be
not hairless, not thin
and I don't speak softly
not sweet or docile
don't tell me to smile
cause I won't speak softly
I'm aggressive
pretty expressive
and I love to take up space
probably lacking in poise
making a lot of noise
exist beyond a pretty face
the image you expect me to be
not hairless, not thin
and I don't speak softly
not sweet or docile
don't tell me to smile
cause I won't speak softly
don't tell me to smile
don't you tell me to smile
the image you expect me to be
not hairless, not thin
and I don't speak softly
not sweet or docile
don't tell me to smile
cause I won't speak softly
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5. |
Naive
04:39
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I was so naive at seventeen
to think that kissing boys would fill the void
and help me to cope what I was going through
but I know better than that now
I'm much better than that now
now I believe that I'm worth something
and now I don't need your validation
that shit don't mean nothin to me
I was so naive at seventeen
to think I needed others in proximity
scared of what the world was going to be
I can't do it alone
not I, myself or me, no not me
but now I believe that I'm worth something
and now I don't need your validation
I am the I and that's good enough
and no I don't need your validation
that shit don't mean nothin to me
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6. |
Quiet Hell
04:31
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So tell me baby are you listening?
Cause I don't wanna repeat myself
So tell me baby are you listening?
Cause when I talk you're always zoning out
I just keep on yelling, screaming, shouting
and no baby it's not alright
I just wanna talk, but when I try
you always wanna pick a fight
They say the key's communication
In every meaningful relationship
But when I open up to you
You shut me down and burn our bridge
I just keep on yelling, screaming, shouting
and no baby it's not alright
I just wanna talk, but when I try
you always wanna pick a fight
So tell me baby are you listening?
Cause I don't wanna repeat myself
So tell me baby are you listening?
Cause I am tired of quiet hell
I just keep on yelling, screaming, shouting
and no baby it's not alright
I just wanna talk, but when I try
you always wanna pick a fight
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